Me and my husband met when i was 16. So much was going on in my life at the time. I had a full time job as a waitress, My parent's got back together after being divoriced for 8 year's, and i completly stoped hanging out with all the friend's i once never could imagine not spending every friday with. I commited myself to a new chapter.
I wanted to figure out who i was. On my own. Embarrised of the way i looked on national t.v, Never liking to mention it. Getting recognized over and over again.
At work, Driving on the highway, & walking at the mall.. every where i went i was known as the girl on maury.
Although on youtube, from million's around the world i may have been seen as a slut, immature, ect.
But, here in my hometown, I was known as a star. On t.v, Not being called name's. (THANK GOD)
Having reassurance, and the best advice ever!
It all trully helped me turn my life around.
My myspace at it's highest publicity.
Hearing the worst feedback from people around the world, not having a clue about what led me to sex.
What led me to my action's of not caring.
I took in every word as positive as possible considering, 1 out of 100 someone had something nice to say.
That "1" made all of the bad dissapear. Reminded me to keep going, that i still have alot to offer.
On one foggy november night, As i was with my bestfriend (the only friend i couldn't let go) We went to the store. As always to put in gas, and get cappicino's. on our way back home from work. I steped out of my besties car and as i did, a black truck pulled aside us.
Then and there we locked eyes.
The rest is history!
He had me from hello, having start completly over. It was perfect timeing. Time to be able to show someone a whole new side of me. The side that iv feared to show. Reluctant to have sex, he didn't rush me. Having long talk's at dinner, awesome time meeting each other's family, and a new chance to begin something we both have never begun.
He was the one i wanted to share it all with from the very start.
and i did! a half year later, i gave in. couldn't regret my feeling's for him and only him.
It was in the moment, so we didn't use protection.
At the time, about a month later, After i missed my period told my mom and found out i was pregnant, i knew this was trully ment to be.
Knowing my story, i never concieved before.
The One time with the now love of my life, i concived the best thing in my life.
I don't regret my son not one bit.

-read *being pregnant. to continue.